Conversations Around Me

I'm the new kid on the block at work. I usually sit at my desk do my work, make my rounds, and talk to the nurses when I need their help. I usually sit here and mind my own business.. But, my ears are listening to all the conversations that go on at the nurses station. I here of women who have financial woes, marriage woes, ex-husband woes, children woes, and the list goes on. I guess the woe that is talked about a lot is the ex-husband or relationship woe. How you can be so happy and in love on your wedding day then you end up 4 kids later with no love toward each other. I guess I wonder how this happens. How do you let your marriage go? Did you really mean your vows to begin with? Are you the kind of women that attracts that kind of man? What are you not telling about youself? There is always two sides to every story!! With my upcoming marriage I tune into the conversation more. I know I'm marrying a good, Godly, moral man who loves me and will keep the vows we make before God. I know I will keep the vows I make before God with His help. So, I feel more confident coming into my marriage then the average gal. I have the good Lord Jesus on my side.

Tonight I'm writing from behind my desk at work. I am trying to pass the time since tonight is a quiet, slow night. Hopefully, I don't jinx myself. We aren't allowed to say the "q" word while at work. Anyway, I just did. I am getting adjusted and doing well. My life consist of work, sleep, wedding, work, sleep, wedding, and occassionally something fun or exciting. I've been working a lot which is cool since it keeps me busy and I desperately need the money. I very much enjoy my job.. That makes all the difference. I can't imagine working the hours and shifts that I do if I didn't enjoy my job. I don't always feel like going into work.. But, that is nothing new under the sun!