Monday, October 1, 2012

Change, Change, & More Change

Oh! My life has had so many changes in the last week! Whew! I moved from parents house, moved 8 hours away, living in a new town where I know nobody, moved into an apartment, started a new job, and I think that is it. I am slowly getting adjusted! Work and wedding keeps me very busy and occupied so I don't have time to think upon the startling realization of how much my world has changed. I do tend to find myself very homesick especially on the nights when I'm not working and by myself. I miss my hometown, my parents, and my church so much it hurts. Yet, I moved to VA to spend my life with the most amazing man on the planet. So this whole situation ends up being bittersweet! I am very proud of myself for this big accomplishment. I would not have been able to do this last year due to my illness and severe depression. Even though all this change has made me slightly depressed and I'm slightly worried about slipping into that awful dark place again. But so far I'm doing great. Just one day at a time. We are only guaranteed the time we have right now so make the best of it!

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